Thursday, November 12, 2009

Vanishing Love

"What does goodbye really mean? Is it just letting you go? Telling I cannot love you anymore? I guess, but goodbye simply means I Love You but were not meant to be."

VANISHING LOVE
By: Arvin U. de la Peña

I saw you
I fall inlove with you
I talk to you
It looks like
I'm floating in the air
I ask your friendster
You give it to me
And I was happy.

You said you're glad
You meet me
And I said it is alright
Because me too
You said goodbye
Because you will leaving
And I said "take care."

I go to internet cafe
I was excited searching your account
And I saw your profile
You're really beautiful
I really like you.

I go to your photo album
Seven photo album you have
So many pictures of you
And I said to myself
"How lucky I am I know you."

But when I click
Your seven photo album
Oh, it makes me sad
You and your boyfriend
Many pictures and some are kissing
I thought you have no loved one
But I got mistake.

Now I started to forget you
Because I have no chance
with you anymore
But I still thank you
For sharing your life to me.

32 comments:

bea trisha said...

so sad...
pero we should accept that not all stories have happy endings...
maybe, some things are meant to be this way..

though i never experienced this yet (and sana di naman), i know it is one of the most difficult moments for many...

move on na lang..
=)

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@bea trisha.........mahirap talaga kapag na inlove ka agad sa isang tao ng makilala mo siya..tapos bigla ay mawawalan ka ng interes dahil nalaman mo na may mahal na pala siya..move on na nga lang..isipin na lang na hindi siya nakilala..

Pretsel Maker said...

marami pa naman iba dyan
siguro lang talaga hindi para sa isat isa
hintay hintay lang

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@Pretsel Maker............oo marami ngang iba pero iba siya..unang tingin pa lang ay talagang nagkagusto na agad ako..sad to say my feelings to her won't work..

I am Xprosaic said...

May mga bagay talagang kailan man di pwede maging sa atin...

word verification:essit

Diba?! essit ryt?! jejejejeje

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@I am Xprosaic.........tama ka ka..kahit anong pilit natin na maging atin ang isa bagay na hindi para sa atin ay mahihirapan tayo na maging atin kasi hindi nga nakalaan para maging atin..at ang mga iyon ay dahil hindi nagiging atin ay sa pangarap na lang nahahawakan o nakakasama..parang sa pag-ibig din..kung hindi ka gusto ng mahal mo ay wala kang magagawa..except lang kung puwersahin..

eden said...

just forget her Arvs.. you are not really meant for each other. may maraming mga babae pa naman dyan, maybe you can find someone who is far more better than her..

take care

I am Xprosaic said...

Naku naku kahit irape mo pa yan wala din naangkin mo lang ang katawan pero hindi ang puso... naks!

word verification: substa

Substance ang lumalabas sa utak ko pero mas gusto ko siya gawing bussta! basta! jijijiji

Jag said...

I think it`s her way of saying that she`s no longer open for any relationship kaya niya ibinigay ang FS account na may mga happy and intimate pictures with her bf kc di masabi ng girl doon sa guy (ikaw ba un?)ng personal jijijijiji...Opinion ko lng bosing jijijiji...

Alkapon said...

I you love somebody, let her free,
if she comes back to you, she is for you,

If she does not, she's not for you, she's not meant to be...

baduuyyy!

isthiscatchyenough said...

awww! ganyan talaga minsan kapag nag kakilala lang kau sa virual world. Kaya minsan, Dont fall easily. KKs in the virtual anyone can pretend to be someone else. Sometimes, it is very different to the real world..

you will the perfect girl for you Sir. It will just come. =]

Good Day! And TGIF!

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@eden..........oo nga hindi kami para sa isa't isa..mas mabuti pa nga ang kanta na ISANG LINGGONG PAG-IBIG kasi tumagal ng ilang araw ang pag-iibigan..pero sa ganito na nangyari sa akin ay halos di umabot ng dalawang oras..kasi naman pagkatapos naming mag-usap ay pumunta agad ako ng internet cafe para tingnan ang friendster account niya..doon ay masasaktan pala ako..

@I am Xprosaic........oo nga..delikado pa ako kung puwersahin ko..anong klaseng substance kaya ang lalabas kapag puwersahan..hehe

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@Jag..........siguro nga..ako naman ay nag maling akala lang na wala pa siyang karelasyon..masakit din ang ganun di ba..akala ko wala pa siyang kasintahan..mayroon na pala..

@Alkapon...........talagang pakakawalan ko siya dahil minsan lang naman kami nagkakakilala at nagkausap..kaso na inlove ako sa kanya..madami pa namang iba..sana di ko na lang hiningi ang friendster account niya..

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@isthiscatchyenough...........oo nga eh minsan talagang di masabi ng babae sa nagpakilala sa kanya na siya ay may boyfriend na o kaya engaged na sa iba..dahil doon tuloy ay umaasa ang nagpakilala pero masasaktan rin lang..kagaya ko..

imelda said...

this is rather hard and frustrating, lesson out of this is to be cautious next time whom to fall in love with.
i love your posting arvin.

Chyng said...

i dont know what to say.. ;D

Faye said...

if you love someone and she doesn't love you anymore you should set her free. that is love, because love is not selfish. it is better to let her go rather than giving all your love to her and receiving nothing from her. love is a two way process. love comes from two hearts, remember that. I really believe that you can find someone who is meant for you.
Everything comes in a right time and place. so....relax.

Gbex said...

hello alvin,

mas may magandang nakalaan para sa yo...ganun lang ang dapat mo isipin.

dropping by.... wll be glad to hear u around.

donster said...

Salamat sa pagdalaw sa blog mo... hayaan mo, maraming isda sa dagat sabi nga... there are 4 women for every man, yan ang ratio ngayon ng babae sa lalake. hehehe go go go

Xprosaic at Jag, hmmnnn dito pala kau nanggugulo ha jijijijiji

tim said...

hehehehe, this is the essence of being inlove. You will got hurt yet, you will learned something in order for you to grow and be better when it comes to love..

gege said...

saklap. :P

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@Imelda.............thanks..i will not fall inlove easily next time for a girl who i will meet for just a couple of time...

@Chyng........salamat sa pagbisita..okey lang..kumusta ka naman diyan..

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@Faye..........thanks for the advice..ok i will do it..i started already not thinking of her..she is not for me..

@Gbex.............sana nga ay mayroon..okey muli ay babalikan kita..

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@donster.......ganun ba..4 is to 1 na..tsamba pala ang mga babaero kung ganun, hehe..yup dito nga sila jag at tim madalas..salamat sa pagbisita sa blog aking blog..

@tim......yup tama ka nga..ang hirap talagang ma inlove sa isang tao na wala kang pag-asa..

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@gege.........oo nga masaklap..ilang tao na kaya ang nangyari rin sa kanila ang ganun..

fiel-kun said...

Haays Arvin, ang lungkot naman nitong poem mo T_T

napansin ko lang, parang puno lagi ng heartache ang tema na iyong isinuslat? mas madali bang magsulat pag broken hearted?

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Nga pala, maraming salamat sa pagboto sa aking blog... yay!

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@fiel-kun..........ganun malungkot, hehe..siguro nga..ewan di ko alam..kahit hindi broken hearted ay ganun ang madalas kong sinusulat..may iba naman na hindi tungkol sa pag-ibig ang sinusulat ko..depende lang sa kung ano ang maisip ko o kaya maranasan at isulat..okey lang iyon..walang problema..ikaw sana ang manalo..

I am Xprosaic said...

Yung substance na yun... hmmm... malamang nakakabuhay o di kaya nakapagbibigay ng buhay... jejejejeje

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@I am Xprosaic............parang alam ko na ang ibig sabihin ng substance na sinasabi mo..hehe..

FaYe said...

how are you now?

Arvin U. de la Peña said...

@Faye..........i am okey..how about you..and i hope you are alright..i thank you again for visiting my blog..

chuwie said...

wOoOoh! grabe, talaga magmahal ang pinoy. move on and let go thats the best thing that you can do..