Pain

First of all I want to thank Sam of http://www.photosandtips.com/ for sending me some amount of dollars for one year for the badge of her blog Snap Shots And Tips that I put in my blog.

Ito ang una at huli kong pag post ng poem na hindi ko sinulat.

"Sa buhay maraming beses kang magmamahal. Pero may isang taong dadating na hindi mo makakalimutan. Di man siya ang makatuluyan mo, pero siya naman ang magbibigay kahulugan sa buhay mo."


Pain

I never thought I would write poems when I was with you
Because I was so in love I didn't need to
I felt complete and so alive
But now you're "gone", it's hard to even face the man in the mirror.

I split my life into two
One half is trying to move on, the other's still dreaming of you
Dreaming we're happily together
It's the way my heart will dream forever.

It's so much easier this way
Living half a life each day
The other in the past back with you or in a future which is never true
Where my tears and smiles are all so pure.

Some nights I sit and cry to the heavens the question why.....
Remembering your pictures in my mind and reading the only set of poems I had
from you
They show me the footprints you left in my heart
And how our love cannot get any better.

Now they're just a reminder
Of everything I have lost
I guess happiness like that
Always comes with a cost.

I'm still grateful for your love
Even how fleeting it is in my life
I was proud to be your man
I'm just sorry I never got to be good enough for a much longer time.

But who knows the future
Maybe we'll fall in love again
If I could be back in your arms one day
Then I will gladly pay this small price..…PAIN!

(Para sa kaibigan kong si Alexis umaasa ako na sa pag-uwi mo ganun pa rin. Paiinumin mo pa rin kami ng San Miguel Beer o kaya Red Horse Beer.)